my brothers and I robbed a blood bank.
on the news
they called us vampires
and I could not have been happier
that I had become popular
He can barely see a foot in front of him
As his paraffin lantern flickers dimly at the entry
His makeshift oxygen tank dries up
And he tries to look at his friend
When you talk about beauty,
your body opens up—like a question.
Ground water swells out of your eyes,
rolls down the quiet side of your face.
at 3 am love exists within self-inflicted fingerprints
all over your lonely mounds of subsaharan sugar cane
Read MoreThese gods are young
and have not yet lived
through the consequences
of their destruction
In queer audiotopia the dance floor is heaven
and God is a black trans woman
I am not glass
Read MoreI keep almost getting somewhere
Capturing a phrase like,
"The bodies that helped us become"
Last week I went home for the first time in years;
I crept in the closet and locked up the door.
By the time I had returned the cohort was mobile, and the sharp scent of a fallen pine brought me back into myself. Still, I felt separate. Still, I was waiting. Still, I was shaking in my boots.
Read Moreyou feel so tied to this moment
you feel so intrinsic to the present
I can tell you all the right reasons I did it
About blood pressure and cholesterol and protecting my joints
I can tell you how I did it the right way, got all the gold stars:
I tap the icons for the dating apps on my Android, wondering what line others will use to strike up a conversation with me. And then I see the one that makes me sigh in exasperation, leaving me wondering how many times I will get this message because I decided to publicize my sexual orientation.
Read MoreBonheur sounds like a kiss in any language,
and I’ve been saying tristesse over and over
for a year to get it right. Sadness.
At least it was lube and not whiskey
At least it was lube and not wine
It’s hard trying to live for yourself
to shake that dust off your desires
I want to get comfortable,
so I unclasp the hinge
at the back of my head
in the softness where my brain meets my spine,
and pull off my skin.